Well, I may as well get out of denial and face the music. The date is set. Three weeks from yesterday, Friday the 14th I'm leaving for BYU. Yeah know, a few days ago I actually considered that maybe I wasn't ready to leave and that maybe I needed to wait one more semester be for I leave. That, of course, was crazy and further evidence that I was in denial about leaving. But hey, I have to leave at some point, don't I?
I'm super excited, but scared out of my mind at the same time. Its weird to think that three weeks from now, Ill no longer be coming to Hudson Ct. when I say I'm going home. There's still a ton of stuff I need to finish and work on and finish, but I don't really want to do them, cuz that is just further proof to myself that I'm leaving!!! I'm realizing how much I'm going to miss everyone, and how I may never see some of these people ever again, and that scares me to death! I'm never going to find anyone anything like most of my awesome friends, and I'm not sure how I'm going to live with out some of them! Scary!
Don't get me wrong! I'm really excited to leave, and try living on my own. I'm excited to meet new people, and learn new things, but I'm still just as scared of those things as I am excited. And now that Ive rambled about being a kid long enough for you to get bored, and maybe even stop reading, Ill say goodbye!
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