Facing The Fact

Well, I may as well get out of denial and face the music. The date is set. Three weeks from yesterday, Friday the 14th I'm leaving for BYU. Yeah know, a few days ago I actually considered that maybe I wasn't ready to leave and that maybe I needed to wait one more semester be for I leave. That, of course, was crazy and further evidence that I was in denial about leaving. But hey, I have to leave at some point, don't I?

I'm super excited, but scared out of my mind at the same time. Its weird to think that three weeks from now, Ill no longer be coming to Hudson Ct. when I say I'm going home. There's still a ton of stuff I need to finish and work on and finish, but I don't really want to do them, cuz that is just further proof to myself that I'm leaving!!! I'm realizing how much I'm going to miss everyone, and how I may never see some of these people ever again, and that scares me to death! I'm never going to find anyone anything like most of my awesome friends, and I'm not sure how I'm going to live with out some of them! Scary!

Don't get me wrong! I'm really excited to leave, and try living on my own. I'm excited to meet new people, and learn new things, but I'm still just as scared of those things as I am excited. And now that Ive rambled about being a kid long enough for you to get bored, and maybe even stop reading, Ill say goodbye!

So Lets Try This

Well, My name is Kendahl, I'm currently 17 years old, and I am really bad at things like this. But my mom has a blog, and really seems to enjoy it, so I thought Id give it a shot. I'm hoping that it will help me do a bit more journal type things and give me a legitimate excuse to be on the computer that my grandparents got me (=D WOOHOO!!!).

 I actually created two blogs on this site. This particular blog is going to be my public blog that others ( probably mostly my mom) can look at and see what exactly is going on in the life of Kendahl. The other one will be my personal one that Ill wright in things that I don't particularly want over people to have complete access to.   So I guess we'll see just how long I can make this last before I get bored. Yay!